meri nazar ka safar, tujhpe hi aake ruke
kehne ko baaqi hai kya, kehna tha jo keh chuke
meri nigaahein hain,teri nigahon pe
tujhe khabar kya be-khabar~

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"It's not good to be okay" I whisper. "But didi(elder sister) why me only? Why I can't be okay?" She cried. "Listen Baccha(Child) sometimes we don't have to be strong for everything. We've to be just behave as our personal liking. I'm not saying to break down infront of anyone but atleast if you're breaking down then it should be someone who knows you like you parents" she sob harder. "But they don't understand" I smile "Who said? Did they ever told you this?" She shook her head. "Then how do you know?" She look down. "Look at me......they love you, understands you. But you also need to put some efforts in it. If you won't tell them anything how can you expect something from their side? They're our parents. They've saw the world more than us. They know what's wrong or right for us. It just we've to believe then once. Are you getting me?" She wipe off her tears. "What if they start hating me afterwards?" I took her hands in mine "They won't. I promise. And if they did then come to me directly. Okay?" She nodded. "Should I tell them now everything?" She ask tilting her head cutely. "Whenever you feel like that now you can share" she nodded and smile. "Thank you didi... you're the best" chuckled. I pick up a chocolate and give it to her. "Bye! I gotta go. See you next week" I smile and wave her back.

I drop down myself on couch and close my eyes. Opening them saw a glass of chocolate shake infront of me. I smile widely "I love you,Papa" I took it from him as he sit down beside me while chuckling. "I know...I know" I give him my toothy smile. "How was your day?" I ask sipping shake. "Worst till now" I frowned. "And now?" He made a serious face "Now I saw you so it became beautiful" I laughed. "No doubt why Mumma always blush whenever you're around" he give me sheepish smile.

"ANANYA FUCKING MAHESHWARI!!!!!" We both flinch. "WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU ARMAAN MAHESHWARI?!" I yelled only to get a smak on my head. "Woo....why?" I asked rubbing my head. "You bitch!! It's my freaking birthday and here you're sitting" I gave him duh look "Should I prepare for your funeral?!" I asked in sarcasm.

"Ohh..Ba-badi Ma-aa" I gulp down hearing Armaan. Looking back I saw Lady Adolf Hitler who is none other than my Mumma looking like she's gonna kill me? "Annyeonghaseyo...wǒde mínɡzi shì Anaya Maheshwari.Watashi wa 26-saidesu. Soy psicóloga" (Hello...My name is Anaya Maheshwari. I'm 26 years old. I'm a psychologist). I said with a nervous smile. They all look at me like I said something in Korean, Chinese, Japanese and Spanish. Ohhh shit!! Yeah I did,I did said everything in these languages. I'm so talented baby(flexing) "Badi Maa! She just cursed you!!!! Oh my god! How can you? Anaya how? I'm so disappointed by you. I feel pity on uncle aunty" I look at Armaan's dramatic ass- I'm not pervert to see his dirty ass..Eww!! Is he really 28? I'm pretty sure this is not human but a donkey branded human,with perfect chimpanzee face and crocodile tears.

I look at my father who is laughing rolling on the floor. Why the hell he need to roll on the floor? I turn my head towards my Lady Adolf Hitler,still glaring me with a cute smile I went towards her "Adolf Hitler-shit! I mean Beautiful Mummaaaaa" she smack my head. Why everyone is smacking my head? I pout. "It hurts!" She rolled her eyes. I know I'm adopted why she need to clarify like this? Ouch! It hurts!! "Why are you late?" She asked glaring at me. I sigh "One more teenager" she look at me holding my hands "Is she-?" I nodded. "Yes she is suicidal" she cares my head with soft smile "I'm so proud of you,baccha" I smile sadly "I don't want others also to hate their parent" she pecked my forehead. But our moment ruined by a cough ofcourse which is fake as his face "Humans it's my birthday" we rolled our eyes. "WE KNOW!" saying this I went upstairs to get ready.

Next morning in Maheshwari circus oops family~

"GOOD MORNING GAAAIZZZZZZZ" I yelled running downstairs only to fall down AGAIN (not forget to mention it). I look up thinking to find someone to help me but is there one? No one. I'm adopted how in the world I can forget this? If I forget then why my dear parents are here? Ofcourse only to remind me. I pout and got up all by MYSELF.

"Mummmmaaaaaa, I'm hungryyyyy give me some foodddddd" I sing coming inside dinning. "When you're not?" My smile drop at her sarcasm. I pout "I know I'm not your daughter but you should consider me as human" she scoff "How can I when you're not?" I look at her in disbelief. Shaking my head I sit down and start eating.

"Anaya" I look at papa with frown cuz he usually don't call me by my name that means their is something serious. "Is everything alright?" he nodded and look at Mumma,she give a nod. "We got a proposal for you" i nodded cuz I've receving them since last year but they was never this much serious. "They're royals from Jabalpur,Rajputs" i frowned cuz as far I know King is married as I was invited there as guest in coronation ceremony.

"King is married?" they nodded. "Baccha,Rajput's have three childrens. Two son and one daughter. Anamay Rajput is younger son and King as his elder brother have no interest in these also he use to live in Cape Town and came back few months back. And we got proposal for their elder son" i nodded at her words. "What's his name? What he do? And you know other things?" they smile.

"Kavyansh Rajput. He is 29. Author and chef in Rajput Group of Words and Rajput Group of Restraunts. CEO of Rajput Group of Words. A really wise man as I've met him couple of times. He is just total opposite personality as his siblings. Very calm and understandable. I think he's good for you,Baccha. We won't force you but.......we suggest you to meet him once before taking any decision" i nodded understanding them. I know them and its first time they're asking me to meet someone so how can I say no to them? Of course I'm gonna meet him. "Also they called me yestreday to come here and meet you. I told them that first I need to talk to you about this matter which they agreed. So?" I smile and hold his hand. "Call them. I'll gladly meet him" they smile. "Okay now bye! I've meeting with Hospital Authorities today" they nodded and i went out for meeting.

I throw myself on bed as soon I change into nightwear. Mumma told me that they'll come tomorrow by 4p.m and I've two patient so I'll be free by 3. Okay! Cool. I open google and search his name but his photo is nowhere on any social media. Okay so he don't like media attention. Great thing! I open my instagram only to see her messages. Ofcourse none other than my pig,Aisha Gupta, gynecologist in Maheshwari Hospital and a best friend of mine.

guptaish: What's up Mahesh?

ayayanaya:Nothing much pig!

guptaish:You was looking drop dead monkey in meeting.

ayayanaya:You should stop seeing yourself again and again.

guptaish:You peppa pig!

ayayanaya:Grow up kiddo!

ayayanaya:I've spice.

guptaish:Put it back in kitchen.

ayayanaya:🙂🙂

guptaish:🙂🙂

ayayanaya:You fucking PIG!

guptaish:Bark now!

ayayanaya:Royals of Jabalpur is coming to see me for their elder son.

guptaish:What's his name?

ayayanaya:Kavyansh Rajput

guptaish:Oh girl he is Pranav's bestfriend.

ayayanaya:Means you've saw him?

guptaish:Ofcourse. But I'm not gonna share his pitcure.

ayaynaya:GO TO FUCKING HELL!

I turn off my phone and slept to meet him, THE KAVYANSH RAJPUT.